Monday, March 30, 2026

Hypergraphia and Nothing to do, so I guess I'll write. LOL

1. What will you do if you find out you're just delulu? 

I'll probably become an atheist. 


2. How many religions have you had?

52. 


3. What's your favorite Anime?

Oh, shit, Idk man. That's hard. 


4. favorite song?

NINOKUNI by OZworld, it's so smooth. Man's got soft butter for a singing voice. 


5. Are you Japanese or something?

いいえ。絶対ないよ。ただ、日本のヒップホップがカッコイイ。俺がアメリカ人です。英語、日本語、スペイン語、とアラビ語がわかるよ。My life path winds like a river. Ki ni shinai de. 


6. Do you have any hobbies?

Yeah. I enjoy cooking, gardening, and writing poems and songs. And making homemade stuff. Like pickles and wine. 


7. Do you play any instruments?

Yes, Kalimba, Frame Drums, Erhu, Shakuhachi, Pan Pipes, and Piano. All Improv. 


8. Favorite flavor?

Spicy. 


9. Was there anything that was a really bad idea but seemed like a good idea at the time?

Becoming Muslim. That seemed great at first, but it was a terrible idea. It's a full-control cult and repressive political system pretending to be a regular religion. However, looking up that Muhammad probably had epilepsy was how I found out I had it, so it wasn't all bad. Food was pretty baller. You could even say it was... GOATed. LOL


10. Is there anything you wish you had said or done that could have fixed your life problems?

Hmmm. I think when my parents threatened to give me up for adoption because I was weird, I shouldn't have asked them not to. I should have told them to do it. I'd probably have less trauma. 



A New Faith for a New Era (Assuming I decide to take this seriously)


What is Rational Theism?
    In a nutshell, it is a new faith for a new era. An Abrahamic Monotheism which uses the Bible for context, and where we must operate within God's Unwritten Laws, the Laws of Nature. Those things which govern the universe and its function. We see Jesus as the embodyment of those laws, and our salvation from sins. And our intercessor. However, the goal of humanity is no longer to simply be forgiven our wrongs, but to discover and understand the Laws of physics and other scientific fields, and expand our knowledge, and to increase in virtue, and act on what of that knowledge is beneficial. And to live a virtuous life and do our best to worship our creator through study and exploration. Where the work we put our hands to is in rememberence of Him, it is worship. And that we work to advance until we reach out, and can live in the vast sky that our ancestors understood to be divine, and we can go there. We can live there. The light of foreign stars will someday warm our faces if we seek God through His Laws of Creation and the doing of good, and through kindness and empathy.

Natural, not Supernatural
    Everything religious has a natural mechanism. It may be initiated by God, but its mechanism of happening always falls within the rules of how the created universe works. Mt Sinai was most likely a volcano. The pillar of smoke by day and pillar of fire by night is only explainable by the eruption plume of a volcano. So the sandstone mountain that St Catherine's Monastery is on top of is almost certainly not the place. There are 2 volcanoes in Arabia that match the description in the Bible. I personally think the Badr Volcano is the most likely candidate because of the geography and it being next to a dry lake bed and a broad plain the Hebrews could have camped in, which is also the site of a battle. The most likely mt Ararat where Noah's ark came to rest is the island of Bahrain. Likewise, because a completely worldwide flood hasn't been evidenced in the geological record, but while people were living in a fertile valley, sea levels rose due to glacial melt and flooded the Persian gulf. And this triggered both the neolithic agricultural revolution and a bunch of migrations of farmers into Europe and Asia, and the sudden appearance of Sumerians in the archaeological record. Sea Levels Rising and Glacial Dams bursting all happened around the world so everywhere has a big flood story.

Delivery Boy Angst

    Where does this religion fit in? You may wonder this as you read. This is an Abrahamic Monotheism which uses the Bible as its primary text, but not recognized as scripture. Instead, it acts as context and history. It is up to the believer to decide what of it is good guidance and what is bronze or iron age assumptions and metaphors. This religion technically qualifies as Christianity under the definition in John 17:3, but in practice it is extremely different. Because we believe God and His laws and His path forward is self-evident in nature and available to all through learning, and engaging in good behaviors. So you could say we are post-millenialist post-apocalyptic Christians who believe in Apokatastasis, or you could say that, like how Christians began as Jews, we began as Christians and are different enough that we will eventually be considered separate. Except that I'm not special, so don't worship me. I make mistakes. I don't know everything. But I do experience the Divine in a physical and spiritual way more profoundly than others, and compared my experiences with other religious figures to arrive at the conclusion that were I in another context, I might be called a prophet, though that is a burden I didn't want. Though I don't have a choice in the matter. God chooses whom He will. There was a prophecy to that effect when I was a child, and I think about it sometimes, and in the past, I would try to figure out how I could avoid that outcome. I was told in the affirmative however. And I kind of have a feeling like Moses, of "But why me tho?" He has dragged me into it, and I'm finally too tired to try to deny it. He isolated me as though I had been swallowed by a whale until I agreed to deliver the message. So I guess I'm a prophet, but I don't like it or want it.

Miracles, Signs, and Wonders are just Applied Sciences
    Because of my visions, I believe that all signs and wonders have a rational explanation. That does not negate their origins as divine. It is only that the miracle operates within the confines of God's Natural Laws. The Rational Age has come, which allows humans access to knowledge which only God had before. Science is a miracle. Fertilizer is a Miracle. Medicine to heal your illness is a miracle. Knowledge of genetics is a miracle. Imagine you are an iron age desert nomad, and you woke up in the modern world one day. How do you explain a lightbulb to your family when you return? A magic lamp perhaps? A star in a glass bottle? Now imagine that God gave the required knowledge to Jesus at the wedding in Cana to mix roman grape syrup that was used as a sweetener with water to make wine, and everyone thought it was magic because they didn't understand how he did it. That is but one example. Ancient people lacked the knowledge to describe their world accurately. So when they write, we must be skeptical of their claims. What we are seeing is what they perceived with their limited knowledge and understanding, and then described using inadequate terminology. Anyone can turn water into wine using a fruit syrup and water and a source of yeast. Jesus said that those who came later would do greater miracles than he did. Has mankind not sent people to walk on the moon? Have we not discovered the beginning of creation and called it the big bang? Have we not uncovered some of the rules with which God created the universe we live in? Are we not now good at healing each other's ills when they are life-threatening? We have indeed worked greater miracles. And even old age will pass away in the world to come.

Christ and Antichrist
    Jesus being himself a physical manifestation of God's word and creative power had all the laws of the universe as his knowledge. While He did not know the mind of the creator, he did know how the universe worked. And Muhammad was the Antichrist who was preceded by Elkase who was a gnostic heretic of the Ebionites.

Symbols of the Ages
    First came the 6 pointed star of David, a symbol devised by the Jews. Then came the Cross and the Illumination of the Trinity. 7 points. Now is the era of the 8 Pointed Star, Which in the language of Abraham, was also the word for Sky or Heaven by their wedge writing. This represents the new Era. The 8 pointed Star which is drawn like a cross and a St Andrew Cross overlayed on it. The Muslims tried to claim the 7 points and 8 points with other symbols, but they followed falsehood and were astray very far.

Explanation of Judgement
    God brings Prosperity and Guidance to the Righteous, but Ruin to those in error, that they may see their errors more clearly and leave it behind. The Muslim lands are ruined by drought and mismanagement. They are not particularly skilled and everywhere where they attempt agriculture, the land is cursed until it is a desert by their violations of God's natural laws. When Libya was a Christian land, it was green and was abundant in wheat and sylphium herb, olives, figs, pomegranates, milk, and honey. Now it is barren sand. It was a sign for them which they did not pay heed to. Their only major export now is their people. Either as slaves or as desperate people crowding onto rafts in an attempt to cross the sea to Greece or Italy. The fact that they still have the institution of slavery there is an abomination. If you are a believer, and it is within your power, you must free the slaves if you meet them. Humans ought not bow to one-another, but only to God. The era of kings and slaves is over, and such things will pass away as a milestone of our progress. As Islam fades away, and religiosity dwindles, leaving remnants of the formerly rightly guided Zoroastrians, Jews, Buddhists, and Christians; it will become possible to beat the sword into agricultural tools and experience a world of peace and brotherhood and abundance. The current strife is but the last desperate gasps of a more violent age that is dying away. And a new world is being birthed. A post-scarcity, post-strife world is coming. And none can stop it. If you could see the bright faces of the farmers turning over the soil on an alien world, you would know it as deeply as I have felt it and seen it.

Parable of the Village
    The children of God are growing up. It is time we stood up. Enough crawling, we must walk. With walking comes stumbling, but we must still learn to stand on our own feet through learning. We learn from our mistakes, and so long as we learn, then there is no wasted effort or failure. We have not failed to find the way forward, we were successful in finding a way that did not work, and it's time to try again. God works through natural processes and according to the laws which He set down. Learning all these laws and processes will make us teenagers. And Science and Reason are the tools for that. I'm not a scientist, so defer to scientists in matters that are not religious. I have seen this explanation in a vision. When we are adults, we will be able to live on other worlds which are outside of our solar system. But first we must learn, and become good stewards of the home we are being raised in in our youth, and be good to our siblings. Our village is small, and there are other villages which we want to visit. But only adults can get to them. And children must be able to walk to reach the neighbor's home. So learn to walk. Go visit the neighbors. Visit Mars and Io, and Neptune. Visit the moon, and the Asteroid belt. Learn and grow to be able to visit other Star Systems.

Teaching on God's Mercy
    God is our parent, and loves us unconditionally. He is the All Loving, All Merciful. If you seek Him out, you will find Him. If you knock, He will answer. He is He who comforts the sad, supports the poor, and who carries you when you are tired. When you feel alone, know that He is close to you. Address Him by name in prayer, and you may speak with Him as you would speak to your parent. He is your comforter and guide. And He sent his Word into the womb of a woman, and the Word became flesh and dwelled with us, and carried the burden of our wrongs, that we might be forgiven. And all who ask sincerely, knowing what they have done, or asking even to be forgiven for that which they did not know of, or do not remember, all are forgiven who ask.

Teaching on Genetic Diversity
    Different varieties of plants and animals evolved or were bred for specific strengths and advantages and to mitigate problems over millions of years. Humans are not exempt from this adaptation because God is consistent. In places where food was abundant year round people evolved lower average abilities in long term planning and problem-solving. In places with less weather variation, people evolved to adapt to that specific climate. People living at high altitude for hundreds of years have larger lungs. Pastoralists, arctic nomads, and those living in places with abundant fruits will have different dietary needs and adaptations. Some arctic peoples can't digest vegetables. Some tropical peoples can't handle meat. That's okay. There's no one right way that is for everyone in terms of lifestyle and diet.And from a genetic perspective, children born of mixed race couples tend to be healthier and more resistant to diseases because of hybrid vigor. The same reason you cross 2 different heirloom tomato varieties to make a hybrid crop tomato that resists fungal diseases. Additionally, there is cultural hybridization which makes the children more psychologically adaptable in changing circumstances. There is a downside though, which is that in tomatoes, the flavor of a hybrid tends to lack depth, and in humans this happens as a loss of identity stability. There is a fix for both. The tomato can be improved by adding pomegranate molasses and chili peppers, or balsamic vinegar and basil, and the human should seek out good friends and a spouse who understands the complexity of their feelings.

Letting the Call to Prophethood stay in Voicemail (while not wanting to be swallowed by a whale)

    If I take my visions completely seriously, then I'm the reincarnation of a series of Prophets who are all the same person. And I was shown some of their memories and experiences. And was given a message to take to the lost sheep among the American protestants. That there's a new paradigm for the new world. That the era of tribulation already ended and we had a period of peace, and then the Days of Peleg repeated, and the days of the Bronze Age Collapse is repeating, and instead of the Sea Peoples invading the civilized nations, it is the mass migrations of Africans and South Asians. And it would mean that I'm Joseph the Patriarch born again in a new age. And I have received such visions to support this. And also how to do regenerative agriculture and ecological restoration. How to bring Jobs to the areas that don't have them, and fix the micro-economy. How to lay up provisions in the storehouse. And how miracles and signs and wonders work. How to understand the Bible, and anticipation of what will replace it. What milestones the world has to meet to advance to the next stage. Training to fix the world's problems left over when the old world ended and the new world was born from its embers. I prepare the way for the next Moses. (who is the same soul as me as well, so if y'all hit the milestones early, I could do both roles in one lifetime and the next go around rest.)

    But, and I can't stress this enough, I want absolutely none of this. A small desert homestead with dates and camels and sheep would be ideal. I don't think this is a good time. I don't like having a spotlight. I am shy as heck with a severe speech impediment. (Kinda like Moses actually). 

    But, well, I do have substantial proofs that I was called, and I have to take that into account. But I don't wanna do it. It's a pain in the ass. 

    I was dragged into vision-having and future-seeing against my desire. I wanted to be a farmer. But noooooo. Instead I get visions to solve the world's problems and build civilizations. In the modern day. Literally the same situation as Prophet Joseph in the Bible, and when I became Christian, I took the name Joseph after Josephine Bakhta whose saint feast is on my birthday and is the patron of slaves and ex-muslims. I'm ex-muslim and ex unpaid serving-boy (my family said I had to earn my keep because I had a different last name). So she was the natural choice for a patron Saint. And I live in a city in the desert to the west of my ancestral promised land on a large river... Holy moley. It gets better, or worse. Depending on your perspective. When I was a child, I experienced the wheat bowing dream. My siblings brought wheat, and it bowed to mine. When I was a teen, an African Missionary woman who they called a prophetess, who had come to our church to study, recognized me as a prophet. I didn't like it. I sold the book she gave me where she wrote it down. I was also anointed as a prophet in that church. I did not like having a horn of spiced oil poured on my head. It was very numbing and greasy and ruined my shirt. I smelled like cinnamon and frankincense for days after that. It was replicated from the recipe in Leviticus. So it was basically temple oil. Kind of cool, if highly unpleasant. No idea what all was in it, it was very scented. And apparently produced in Jerusalem. 

    I was dragged kicking and screaming into this, even though I ran away from the church and did everything I could to avoid it... I still just wanna be a farmer who builds cool stuff. I don't wanna be a prophet. I don't wanna see the future. I don't wanna have all these visions and dreams. But it keeps happening, and everything goes badly if I ignore them. So fine. I'll do it. I wonder if the original Joseph was this put off by the prospect? Probably not. He didn't have the Bible to read and see how it goes for the prophets. But humans can't really resist God's will. The thing's gonna happen no matter what you do, and the sooner you accept it, the better.

So, one of 2 things is true:
Either 
This is real and I'm a legitimate Prophet reincarnated from Joseph who talks to God through the Catalyst of TLE
or
This is absolute nonsense and I can go be a farmer after I get a specialist to talk me out of the delusion. 

    And while I'm inclined to do as I'm told, I am skeptical of the realness of these things. But I am happier and my life goes better when I accept God's guidance through the visions. And I am more anxious and adrift when I don't. 

    Ah, if only blogs existed the first time around so I could have read the inner struggles of the old prophets. That'd be something, and pretty helpful. Let's be honest. 

Honesty in Making Claims and Kindness in Disagreement

    This blog is my personal observation, and it may be incorrect in certain matters. And it is important to say that this may be incorrect, because while the illiterate eras of humanity based their trust on passion and confidence, the learned era must place their faith in reason and the pursuit of the truth. Many times, the prophets and teachers of the past were wrong on certain matters, and all humans are incorrect from time to time. Some more than others. But you will never be rightly accused of lying by a critic if you are open about your uncertainty. Because when you are completely honest, uncertainty is very common, even if you are very knowledgeable. And if you follow a teacher, it is up to you to question their teachings to see if your experiences match, or to take them aside for consultation so that nobody is shamed.

    Those who are absolutely certain are still often wrong. Confidence is not a measure of accuracy. Whatever I say which you doubt, you are free to question it, disagree with it, whatever. Just don't be unkind in your disagreements with others. As God is endlessly patient with humans, so must we be patient to others. As God is kind with us, so must we be kind with others. Just as God is merciful with us, so must we show mercy to others. That is the way of righteousness. In all matters, God has the power to decide, and it is out of my hands as to what He provides to me or withholds from me. The wisdom is not mine, I'm just the delivery boy. I see visions and dream dreams, and must interpret them through what I know and experience. The dreams have mostly been for my benefit. And the visions have applied to others. And sometimes the visions show me the outcome of different possible decisions, so that I can make a good decision. It is not scientifically verifiable at the moment, which bothers me a bit, but then these things absolutely do have an explanation, and I just am not able to find it personally. And as we make progress, such things will be illuminated.

    Reluctance to declare that what you are thinking is the absolute truth is 2 virtues exercised simultaneously: honesty and humility. 

    It has been said of me in the past that I was this or that on account of my visions and insights: possessed, a prophet, a teacher, crazy, and so on. And I don't appreciate being put in a box like that. I'm a complicated person. And I don't claim that of myself. Were it not for having visions and experiencing God viscerally, I would be an atheist. But it's hard to be an atheist when you can literally have a conversation with God. It could very well be the case that it's my neurology gone haywire and none of it is real, but from my perspective, it is just as likely that my experiences are completely real and the counselors I have seen actually recommended that I start this blog. I don't know, and that is okay. And it's okay to say that I don't know. 

    Of course I wish religion could just be a social club like how everyone else experiences it. But I have always experienced it as very real. I have talked to God as my always present friend since I was a child. So I have never experienced religion as other people do. It's not just some stories, some songs, and a ritual here and there. It's not just a place to meet people and hang out. That just feels so fake and pretend to me. So I never fit in. I want to talk about what I feel and see. And the sensation of God's presence and mercy. I have never understood why people build ugly undecorated churches and sing without passion. Can they not feel God's immense and overwhelming love for us? Do they not wish to reciprocate it? Why don't they invite in the poor? Why are the lessons so basic and mundane? The average tiktok short has more depth. Why are orthodox the only ones still singing old hymns? The orthodox hymns touch my heart and soften my disposition. Can nobody else feel the words "الله بل معنا" (Alaha bil ma3na - God with us) like in the  Orthodox hymn? Am I the only one? The weight of the love is so great, but I am always alone in feeling it whatever church I go to once or twice. 

    I do have a message for humanity... if I take my visions seriously. But delivering that message in error would be a major sin. So I very much hesitate. And saying it is a point of no return. I'd have to accept the role that comes with it. And, I'm scared of that. Because if I deliver the message and accept the role that is part and parcel with it, It's a brave new world in terms of where humanity is going. The world gets bigger and the fate of humanity is grand and extended. Because it means that the world ends over and over and we remain upon it. Because it would mean that the process of God sending prophets repeats on a 6000 year cycle to push humanity forward. And there's a 2000 year overlap where the last 2000 of one cycle overlaps the first 2000 of the next cycle. And that right now, we're experiencing the bronze age collapse over again. And it would mean that a limited reincarnation takes place through the cycles. Not everyone. But, the prophets and saints are special. And the future I have seen would be real, and I wonder at it, that humans could one day do that. It's like a bronze age person saw Neil Armstrong walking on the moon. It's that different. And it would mean that this has been happening for over 1 million years, and we just had writing to record it last time. That the form repeats but the contents are adjusted to the times and their circumstances. 

This is too big for a human to bear. It is so heavy. The weight of billions. I guess it's why I don't have attachments to people. 


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Sunday, March 29, 2026

How to spot a False Prophet or Charlatan among Protestant Christians

    Speaking in ecstatic gibberish is a very common practice in my country. And this is a matter which must be settled. The original understanding of speaking in tongues is that those with strong faith and the gifts of the spirit may at times be capable of speaking a foreign language they have not learned. There is a different belief now where people shout gibberish when in emotionally charged trance states, most often when entering trance as a group. I will not say that it is wrong to do this, but it is wrong to call it speaking in tongues or call it a prophecy. Because it is a consequence of a cultural practice and not what they have ascribed it to. 

    Often, false prophets will cover their sins with this practice. Because they will claim to interpret it, or will spew it themselves, and a partner will interpret, but the one interpreting it is the one speaking as they wish, to manipulate the onlookers. And such things are not from our Father, His Spirit, or His Word. With this practice, a false prophet can cover their sin when their prophecy fails, because he can say that it was mis-heard, and deflect blame.This is copying from the Oracle of Delphi. 

    Those who believe should avoid such charlatans. If someone uses this, they ought to be the ones who speak, and it should be written what they said, and it should be tested for accuracy. A true prophet has no fear of being tested. And in all matters, God knows best to whom He speaks. 

    Additionally, be skeptical of those who use music and pre-determined words, and changing volumes and frequencies of sound and levels of light and oxygen to manipulate the congregation. They manipulate oxygen by turning off the ventilation and closing doors. The oxygen levels drop because of everyone breathing in a confined space. They copy the methods of hypnotists to manipulate the crowd and give them a sensation of euphoria, then say that it was proof of God being present with them. They build everyone up into a frenzy and suddenly cut the music. So then they play soft music and speak quietly, and may ask you to close your eyes. They may count. They may ask you to imagine something. This is hypnosis induction without asking your permission first. It is highly unethical on multiple levels. Usually once they are done with the moment, they ask for money. While you feel euphoric. So that you are less likely to think critically and consider your expenses. Do not be deceived by such trickery.  

    They conspire in private to plan their choreography and performances, but God sees them, though they think they are away from prying eyes. God can see the filth of deceit in their hearts, that which they hide behind expensive clothes. They practice witchcraft and call it ministry. They are shearing the wool of a flock which does not belong to them while pretending at being shepherds. And I hope that they admit their wrongs and repent of them, but the arrogant seldom repent or admit their faults. 

This was shown to me in visions of their conspiracies and practices, with reminders of what I witnessed in my youth. 

What does it feel like to have a Vision? (Commonly asked question)



It varies. A lot.

    But it is very euphoric most of the time. Basically, when you're married, and are having fun with your wife, as married couples do, that is small potatoes compared to this.

    It starts out with some tiredness and a woozy feeling, sometimes an odd smell. And my stomach feels weird and numb. And I find a place to sit down if I'm not already sitting. Then I have euphoria and tingling which goes from my stomach to my spine. And it rises up my spine, and when it hits my head, it spreads from the back, and when it gets to my eyes, I lose my awareness of the world around me, and a different place comes into view. And I hear words in my heart and head, which describes what I am seeing. And the sounds in that place, I hear as muffled through my ears. So, for the agricultural water sinks, I witnessed workmen building them. And then rain falling, and followed the water filling them, and saw the particles of sediments, how they fell as the water receded. And the roots of plants diving into the soil searching for water, and the aquifers rising between soil particles. That's very intense. So my description in the post is more actionable. I can't even describe all of what happens when I experience visions. I don't have adequate vocabulary. And then I come back to the world, and the light in the room has changed, so I must have been in the vision for a while, and I feel kind of drunk, and my speech is slurred.

    A lot of different religious traditions talk about experiences like this. It's not unique to my religion. For example, I used to attend World Harvest Church, and Rod Parsley explained his Visions and the power of God coming upon him in this manner. And this also matches the Seerah literature when it talks about Muhammad saying he was speaking to Jibreel. This is similar to what people said, that he went still and lost awareness of the people and goings on around him. That he would sit on the floor if he was about to have a vision. And the drunken feeling and slurred speech are associated with being a Sufi Mast. They probably all had epilepsy. But, that doesn't necessarily mean that the visions are invalid. I think it's just that you have to be careful to only listen to visions which are good. There is another type which is very scary.

    Solid grounding in the study of faith is required to discern good from evil. Bad smells, cold chills, dark shadows, and fear that comes from nowhere and anxiety are clear indicators of evil, but sometimes it is more subtle than that. And it is what it says that is the evil, and it will sound good, but in this case, it is required that you consider the results of the instruction, were you to follow them. Think of how it will affect others, because the devil tempts us with what is good for us personally, but is damaging to those we know and love. So the way to discern is to compare it to the teachings of love, kindness, and self sacrifice brought by Jesus the Messiah.

    The difference between the evil presence and the good is very large. So I'm confident in my discernment. Having TLE may open you up to experiencing the unseen realm, but it is up to the person to take refuge in God, and call upon His Name when they are facing evil. Evil flees from Hashem. 


Visions about Agriculture in Arid Regions which Experience Seasonal Floods

    God has all control in His hands, and is in all things the most competent. He makes the clouds follow a course in the sky, and drop their water on the land, and the seeds sprout, and green cover what was once barren. But this is done according to natural laws. And we are stewards of this world. And our actions have consequences when we mess with things which were working fine when we got there. This is a method of helping water to sink into the ground so that it can be used by plants and trees and raise the water levels in aquifers which I saw in my visions. 

    In hilly lands, make a stone terrace, and dig a hole straight down on the upslope side. Make it at least 3-4 feet deep. line it with unmortared stones so that it doesn't collapse, and raise the mouth of the hole so that it is at least 6 inches above grade. And when it rains, sediments won't fill it up completely, and it will fill with water, and allow it time to soak into the ground. Cap it with a flat stone. 

On more flat ground, where there is an arroyo or wadi, dig a canal which is at least 2 feet deep so that when there is a flood, water will fill the canal. In the canal, do as before but make it the depth of the height of a man. And because the water is moving quickly, it will carry more sediment, so the top of the water sink should be at least a foot above grade. 

If you wish to improve a pasture in a drier prairie which is not a desert, then about a foot apart, drill holes and drive in wooden poles so that the tops are below grade. The longer the better. They should be about equally spaced. Including the bark is good. The posts should be oriented the way the tree grew if you can discern it. They will draw up water from deeper in the ground, and as they decay, they behave like sponges. And they also assist in preventing erosion and give the excess nitrogen in the soil from manure some carbon to latch onto to prevent excessive runoff. Although not practical for large areas, it will help in small areas for spot treatment of grasses not growing. 

From Visions on the Nature of God and His Mercy


    God possesses all good attributes, and every attribute is transcendent. Just as humans have a body, will, and spirit, so does God have 3 complimentary parts. God's method of creation is to set up rules for the universe to function, so living things evolve. Complex life forms have minds of their own. Fractals and prime numbers are everywhere in nature. Humans are not the only loved creatures. But humans are stewards of the others. Gravity and entropy and the laws of thermodynamics are some of the rules of creation. The more intelligent life becomes, the more it attempts to imitate its creator. It learns the laws of creation and tries to embody the virtues that make the creator good. Since knowledge and virtue are the actionable differences between man and God, pursuing knowledge and virtue is an act of worship. Because God's mercy is transcendent, it is logical that everyone will be forgiven eventually. Everything God created is predictable and consistent, why would the afterlife be any different?

    God's mercy and love for us is as transcendent as His other attributes. This is the logical basis for the idea of Apokatastasis. In the Bible, we see the Children of Israel repeatedly make mistakes and errors in judgement. Yet, when they repent, they are brought back into God's embrace. Over and over. He never gives up on them. God does not abandon us. He lets us experience the consequences, not to hurt us, but so that we learn from our mistakes. When you are a child, your parents tell you not to touch the hot stove. But did you listen? Probably not. I know I didn't. As soon as my Grandma's back was turned, I touched it. Big mistake. But who rescued me and ran water on it? The same one who told me not to touch it. Were they mad at me? No, they knew I was gonna touch it. And they knew I'd listen after I got burned. It's the same with divine consequences. Everyone is saved, eventually. Everyone is forgiven, eventually. But sometimes, you have to get burned to realize why you shouldn't touch hot things. 

    Just as my parents turned their backs to let me mess around and find out, God does the same when we reject what He told us. He looks away and lets us find out the hard way. But when we yelp in pain, He's right there to comfort us, because he never walked away and left us alone. He is always by our side. So, no matter what is going on in life, no matter what you've been through, you can ask God for help. He's waiting for you to realize you need comfort and guidance. 




Our First Hymn of Reason!

Destroyer of Delusions (my friend Khalid) made us a hymn of reason in a slow phonk style! Lyrics: There's a better way. Take my hand, I...